And he is trying to bring this under control, trying to lock it away like he has done so for other bad memories. That it wasn't really his didn't matter. A part of himself felt that it was and that part was far too relaxed over the whole thing. Was that child beating on things in the rain suppose to turn into this?
"I guess all I wanted to do was to tell someone. I could talk to David, he gets this shit from me all the time. But I think I wanted to talk to someone older, and someone that I can trust."
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Date: 2017-10-04 05:02 am (UTC)And he is trying to bring this under control, trying to lock it away like he has done so for other bad memories. That it wasn't really his didn't matter. A part of himself felt that it was and that part was far too relaxed over the whole thing. Was that child beating on things in the rain suppose to turn into this?
"I guess all I wanted to do was to tell someone. I could talk to David, he gets this shit from me all the time. But I think I wanted to talk to someone older, and someone that I can trust."